I guess thats it. Jeremy's gone. He's with Jennifer now. He told her i was nothing more then a friend with sex, mainly just a booty call. </3 My heart shattered hearing that. As that one tear slid down my face when he said she was the only person he knows that made him feel like he has a reason to be here in this life, my heart shattered. I can't deal with it anymore.

Jeremy said what he did. Just as cold as his words were as they shot my through my heart. He killed me last night. With out a loving heart, I have nothing.

But he is just one fish in a sea. There will come a day when I find a great guy who will refill my heart with love and joy(:

so now ill just be waiting for that day(: