Thursday, September 15, 2011

Scared For My Life, My Life With Him.

No! This can't be happening! Why? Why? Why? Why would you let her over to your house with him there! Have you realized that I've probably lost him, again?! I can't take this, you are my sister you know that I want to be with him, you know she lied to me about being with him. How could you possibly put them back in the same room?!

I think I'm going to puke! I can't stand this. I don't want to see him hurt by her again. She lied to me last night. She's "supposed" to be my "best friend" but I can't constantly be lied to. Urg! This is killing me, not but two days ago i was so happy to know that he was falling in love with me.

But now he could be gone again. I worked so hard to be with him. Now to just have it ripped away from me by a girl that says she's my best friend. I can't do this anymore. I'm about to be done with it all and just date Zach, so I don't have to deal with this drama.

Yes, I want to be with Jeremy more then anyone i know but if he fell for her before how do i know that he won't fall for her again?

i dont know what to do.

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